SOBBING. LITERALLY. SOBBING.
YOU GUYS. I STILL CAN’T BELIEVE THIS HAS HAPPENED. OH GOSH OH GOSH.
So, a few days ago I made a post one night when I was really low and I didn’t even post it, it was just in the tags and I said that just once, I’d really like to get flowers this Valentines day.
I’ve never gotten flowers before for Vday. Not from those kids who buy carnations at school, not from my dad, not from any guys. And you have to understand. I LOVE getting flowers. More so than jewelry or candy or any other romantic gift.
If I ever had a date and we didn’t go out and just watched redbox, if he brought flowers, even if they were dandelions, I would be thrilled.
I just love getting flowers.
So when the UPS man came about ten minutes ago, I literally burst into tears when I saw the box from some e-company that sends flowers. Even more so when it didn’t have my mom’s name (sometimes my brother sends her flowers), but my own.
AND INSIDE: THESE BEAUTIES.

BUT THAT’S NOT ALL. Inside was this, which made me go into another round of tears as my mom came downstairs to see what all the fuss was about.

The second name isn’t any of my actual names, but it means “Beloved” in Italian and is very near and dear to my heart for a variety of reason. Also withholding the name of the people who sent it. Although, hint hint, I know they’re from OYAN.
BUT YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND I LOVE YOU ALL FOR IT.
GAH. I CAN’T GET OVER THIS. THEY ARE GORGEOUS. LOOK AT EM.
